Before and After Episode 2

Before and After:
"Moving on moving forward"
Written by Tony
Edited by : Cody Delrese

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Hi guys ,

So I take it your back for the second part. You know having your
boyfriend cheat on you is the worst thing in the world, at least I thought
it was, kissing Mark Delauro seems to be the worst thing because he is
straight and could possibly kill me. let's resume where we left off. . .

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"Mark!" I shouted. He turned back to me. Why did I just call his name? Oh God. And he's
coming back over.

"You called?" He smiled with his blue eyes fixed on me.

"Um. . ." I looked around, seeing no one in the halls I moved closer and kissed him. His lips were so soft, vibrations were sent through my body. I backed away. His eyes got wide. I could tell he was stunned

"I'm sorry, oh god, um. . .sorry. Please don't hurt me." I pleaded as I backed up and hurried down the hall

"what the hell did I just do. . .”

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(Continuation)

I'll tell you what the hell i just did, I kissed one of the sexiest guys at this school. He always had a girl by his side and a reputation as well. What possessed me to do this? I felt embarrassed the whole day, I didn't even care if he told the whole school. It was the fact that I did it. He didn't look happy about it nor disgusted either, just shocked. I saw Oliver and Amanda a few times and each time he would stare at me., I would just look away it hurt so much.

At lunch I sat down next to Josh, he started talking about something, but Oliver's smile captivated my
attention. he was sitting with his other friends, Amanda sitting there, practically in his lap. How I would love to gut her like a fish, okay sorry shouldn't have shared that. Then he looked over to me his warm beautiful eyes sparkle as he smiled at me. I turn my head and think of a happier time.

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(Flashback)

"What is this place?" I asked, following Oliver as we walked through the woods.

"I like to come here when I want to be alone.” We went deeper into the woods until we got to a pier, it
stretched out into the river. We walked all the way to the end where there was a chair he sat down in it.

"Sit." He spread his legs, patting his thigh as he did. I sat down laying back, resting
my head on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me.

"I love you so much Steven." He kissed me on top of my head.

"I love you too. Wow, we finally said it. no turning back now." He laughed

"Yup no turning back your mine forever." I stood up and began to undress

"What are you doing?" Oliver chuckled as he watched me.

"This." I jumped into the water. As I resurfaced I looked over and Oliver was taking off his clothes, he jumped into the water. He swam over to me. His legs rubbing against mine. Wrapping my arms around him, our lips met.

"I want to have sex again Olli" I moaned as his lips danced across my neck.

"Right here in the water?" I splashed him with the water around us.

"No fool, when we have a chance." He laughed "sounds good and I love it when
you call me Olli." I grabbed his cock and began to stroke him as he began to moan.

"Steven, this is nuts." He chuckled as I tightened my grip on his now rock hard cock. "If you don't stop I'll cum". I laid my lips against his.

"That's what I want.” I moaned, pulling back from our light kiss. I stroked and stroked that throbbing member.

"I'm gonna cum Stevie" He moaned into my neck as he pressed his lips against my skin. When he did, I felt his warm cum, even in the water it was warm. His body shuddered as he came down from his sexual high.

"Wow! Steven, that, is definitely a first. I don't usually cum that fast”

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"Steven!" I snapped out of it Josh was looking at me weird

"What?" I asked confused.

"Dude, where'd you go?"

"Um. . . nowhere. So what are we doing tonight?" He just smiled.

"How about a football game?" I shook my head no. Oliver would be playing I didn't want to be there.

"Come on. Dude, it'll be fun. You wont run into Oliver since he will be on the field and you will be in the stands with me, and hopefully I will find a hot girl and maybe you will fine a hot guy." I just rolled my eyes as he laughed

"We both need to get laid buddy." He continued

"Tell me about it, so why aren't you on the team again?" I asked

"Because, I lost the love for the game. It has become so superficial now. Being on the team gives you a title I don't want, or need"

After lunch I headed to my English class. On my desk there was a paper, I sat down, opening it. There was a drawing of a shaded heart with a arrow in it and underneath it read "I care" in bold letters. This could only be the work of one cheater ex-boyfriend. Quickly I crumbled it up and threw it on the floor. I guess I was still hurt from what he did. How can he write that and still be with Amanda? This is the problem I had with Oliver he wants his cake and wants to eat it too.

After two more boring classes school was out. Making my way out of my history class room and towards the stairs that's, when I bumped into Mark

"Sorry." he looked at me for a minute "Um. . .gotta go." And just like that I was down the stairs in a hurry

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(The Game)

"Steven come on! We are going to be late!" I heard Josh downstairs. As I left my room I grabbed my jacket. Dashing down the stairs to a foyer I found josh, his blue eyes were fixed on me in a annoyed way.

"Sorry! Jeez calm down. Are we taking separate cars?" I asked.

"We might as well take mine, considering I already drove over here." I rolled my eyes "Hey, nice haircut." He smiled, running his hand through his hair.

"Thanks , I trimmed it a little." His hair was cut and cropped. His brown hair really brought out his eyes. And he had the same body build as Mark and Oliver. We hopped in his Mustang and went to school for the game.

Josh parked his car and soon we were making our way into the bleachers.

"Hey I got to use the bathroom. You go, I'll catch up.” He nodded and went off to the bleachers. I went inside the school. After using the bathroom I went to my locker to get a book I forgot. as I was taking my book out I heard a door open then voices I closed my locker and Amanda came out she was fixing her skirt and hair she winked at me and walked down the hall. Oliver came out a few minutes later, he didn't see me because he didn't turn in the direction I was.

"So you finally come out the closet." I yelled he stopped and turned. His eyes had a dull look to them, not the normal sparking brown they usually are.

"Steven, what are you. . ." I cut him off.

"Came to get a book.” I turned to leave.

"Steven! Wait, we didn't do anything, just made out." I turned and faced him.

“Oliver I don't care anymore, you destroyed me. I wont let you continue to get to me like this, no explanations is needed, we aren't together anymore." With that I left for the bleachers and Josh.

I Spotted Josh, he was sitting down. Climbing the bleachers up to him, I took the seat next too
him.

"A book Mitchell, you plan to read?" He asked.

"No, I forgot it earlier. Ran into Oliver and Amanda coming out of the janitors closet." He patted
my shoulder.

"Sorry man, and I told you, you wouldn't run into them." I nodded.

"Its okay, I'm alive, whatever I'm here with my favorite buddy, about to watch a football game."

"If it helps I'm your only buddy." That earned him a punch in the arm.

"Ouch!" We both laughed, the crowed was going crazy when the announcer was announcing the team one-by-one on the field. When Oliver's name came up a few girls sitting around us were talking about him.

"He is so hot, I would do anything to be with him" I just laughed to myself.

"Yeah me too but he is with that slut Amanda." Another girl stated I laughed out loud, making them turn around. It was three girls in our class, Rachel, Gwen and Candice.

"You guys I heard Amanda gave him herpes."

"O M G, really!?" Candice Asked in that usual preppy tone. Josh began to laugh harder now.

"I heard that too." Josh agreed.

As time passed Our school was winning big. The other team, Edison high, didn't have a chance. Amanda was cheering Oliver on, as she was the head cheerleader, I hated her with every fiber of my being. She stole my boyfriend away, to think about it she was always interested in him.

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(Flashback)

Pulling back from our kiss I looked longingly into Oliver's eyes.

"Last night was amazing." Oliver reminded me. last night was explosive for me, it was like the seventh time we had sex but it got better every time we did it.

"So gay-boy, have you come out to your parents?” I asked jokingly as he froze.

"Um. . .Steven. . .I didn't. . .I don't know how. I mean, I cant." Lightly, I pressed my lips against his.

"Hey, I'm not pressuring you, you do it when you are ready, I just hate having to sneak into bathroom stalls to kiss my boyfriend." He hugged me.

"I'm sorry." He kissed me one last time, and then we left the boys bathroom. He went off to class. Just as I was about to walk off, Amanda came up to me

"Hi, Steven right? So you and Oliver Greyson, are friends right?" She asked.

"Um. . .yeah, why?" I asked, she just smiled.

"No reason , um your lips are really red, looks like you were kissing someone." She wore an evil, devilish grin.

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I was back at the game, she knew I was with Oliver, but she didn't care she wanted him and made it happened. FUCKING HAG!

"They did it we won!" I heard Josh yell as he hugged me. The crowed was going
wild, I missed it, me and my crazy flashbacks. We got out to the parking
lot and I saw Oliver and Amanda making out.
"Don't worry about them, he's missing out." All I could do was smile.

"Thanks Josh." He rolled his eyes.

"You're, like, um, welcome." We laughed at his valley girl accent.

"Hey Josh you want to grab something to eat?" Caroline Davidson asked as we were passing by

"Sorry I have to drive my buddy home."

"No he doesn't, he would love to go with you" she smiled

"Thanks Steven, Josh you should learn some manners." He turned to me

"But you didn't bring your car Stevie, I cant leave you." He mentioned

"I'll catch a ride home don't worry."

"You sure?" I nodded yes, he smiled then hugged me and left I began walking, I couldn't ask someone for a ride. I just started walking out the parking lot, Oliver rode by the top to his car was down and Amanda was laying her head on his shoulder he looked at me

"S what happened to your ride?" He asked

"Why do we care Oliver let's go back to your place so we can have sex?" That hurt me so bad I guess Oliver saw that "Shut the fuck up Amanda."

That caught both our attentions "You respect Steven and that's that." He yelled at her she folded her arms and kept quiet "Get in" He said with a smile.

Just as I was thinking about it, a car rolled up behind him.

"Hey Steve, want a ride?" It was Mark. I looked at Oliver who turned around and was now
looking at Mark, who just peeked his head out of his Mercedes. They
stared at each other, was Olli jealous? Yeah right! He had no right to be.

"Um. . .thanks Oliver, but Mark can take me." He looked crushed I walked over
to Mark's car and got in the passenger seat. He tucked his head back in the
car and Oliver looked back at me then drove off.

"Thanks." I said quietly
"So, you kissed me." I glanced over at him and he had a grin on his face, he
began to drive.

"Sorry about that." I put my head down.

"Well, I didn't complain did I?" I didn't know what to say.

It had to be quiet for 10 minutes. Every so often I took peeks at Mark as he drove, he was hot, he looked over at me as I was looking at him and I looked away a few more minutes. The car came to a stop.

"We're here." He announced. I looked out the window and we were in front of my house.

"Wait, how do you know. . ." I was cut off by Mark leaning over, attaching his lips to mine. Feeling his tongue slid in my mouth was amazing. Mark was THE hottest jock, next to Oliver. Standing at 6' 2” he had muscular, yet, slim build. Cropped brown hair offset with the bluest eyes perfect. His hand stroked my face gently, then he pulled back.

"God, you're a good kisser Steven, I love your lips and your hazel eyes are amazing. You're way cute, you know that?" I blushed at his simple compliments.

"Good night Steven, I hope you enjoyed the game."

"I did, I loved watching you play." Why did I say that, he chuckled.
“I'm glad you did" He kissed me again, his tongue sliding into my mouth. I was definitely on cloud nine. I felt his fingers in my hair as he pulled me in closer, my cock was expanding in my
jeans I backed away for air.

"I should go, I guess I'll see you around." I stated, he nodded.

"looking forward to it." he said seductively as I got out of the car and drove away I just smiled. Mark, the hot jock, kissed me back. Walking up the brick walkway to my house I was in heaven. I quickly unlocked the door and walked inside and locked the door behind me, this was going to get very interesting.

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(Jersey Cafe)
(Oliver POV)

I don't know how to feel anymore. I played games with Steven and now I'm paying the ultimate price; not having him in my life. Why did I have this curiosity? I was never interested in girls, but Amanda pursued me and I wondered what it would be like to be with her. Sex with Steven was great. I guess I just wanted to know what a straight guy felt. None of this was suppose to involve Steven. Sex with Amanda and Steven would never know. I would go back to being his boyfriend, but he did find out. Its probably stupid to think I could have screwed a girl that goes to our school and he wouldn't find out. You can see where my teenage brain is. You see, the thing is after Amanda and I had sex, she ran her mouth about how good I was. She made us boyfriend and girlfriend. I just went with the flow.

I remember Steven's face when he saw us holding hands, it broke my heart. He was so hurt, I let go of her hand but he went in the other directions, into the school. I felt ashamed, disgusted with myself.

And that's my story, that's how it escalated.

"Sorry about that, my mom called. Is it me or is it hot outside" She kissed me and sat down.

"Can we talk? look Amanda, its been great but. . ." She just smiled.

"It's ashamed how Steven hates you, I remember you two were so close. Now he can't stand the sight of you. I guess no reconciliation in your future with him, I mean he wouldn't even ride in the car with us." She was right I lost Steven forever. . .

I arrived home and I was beat, from the game and from my emotions. I parked the car in the garage and went in. We're pretty well off, not rich, but definitely upper middle class. My dad is always away working so its just me, my mom, and my brother Owen. Owen is seven years younger then me, he's nine and I have a older brother, Cooper. Who is in his third year of law school. I dropped my duffel bag on the floor and my mother came out of the den.

"Oh, Oliver, Darling. You're home. Are you hungry, I can have your food heated?"

"Mom, I can do that, why don't you sit down and relax.” She patted my
face softly.

"Are you and Amanda doing okay?"

“Yes we're fine. Why do you ask?"

"You're getting that look you use to get when that Steven kid stop hanging around, like your depressed. Look son, he's gay, you don't need to hang around that trash anyway, they are only God's mistake."

Gods mistake? I wonder how would she feel knowing I was one of those mistakes. My mother
was a good mom, she would do anything for her children and I mean anything. She just didn't understand, no one seems to in my life. . .

To Be continued. . .


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(Author's Notes)

Steven is in so many places right now. He wants to hate Oliver but he still loves him and now Mark is into Steven, which is what he needs to forget about Oliver. Oh, and Oliver regrets cheating on Steven, just when he is about to do something about it, Amanda plays mind games with our boy Olli. Oliver's mother hurts Oliver without even knowing. Let's see where this all heads. . .